Enjoy your life because there isn't second chance
冷清的鄉鎮，空虛的房間，孤單的人，寂寞的心，
耳邊的音樂，彷彿諷刺的笑著，歡迎來到現實，
昨日的我，仍不以孤獨為意，
今夜的我，被寂寞緊緊的掐住，不得喘息，
看著周遭成雙成對的人，
突然覺得無比的矛盾，
明明就可望能友人陪在身旁，卻又不願放開這一份孤獨，
究竟是等不到弄我動心的人，
抑或是習慣了這長久的孤獨呢，
曾經我用寂寞來紀念妳，
卻不知從何時開始，我用空虛來懲罰自己，
也許，我真的孤獨太久了，
明明知道該讓妳離開我的記憶，
卻又捨不得拋開這段刻骨的過往，
也許，這就是人生吧，
在無盡的衝突與矛盾中，
我們找尋到方向，
在無數的妥協與跌倒後，
我們更加堅強，
很遺憾，我們沒有改變過去的第2次機會，
令人欣慰，我仍保有刻畫未來的能力，
夏夜的風彷彿向著我低語，
孩子，歡迎來到現實的世界，
過去的傷痕，將被時間釀成最醇厚的酒，
用入口時的苦澀及入喉後的甘甜，
讓我們回憶那段刻骨銘心，
用我的靈魂為筆，
記下生命中的每時每刻，
盡我能的沉醉在每天的生活中，
因為我們沒有重來機會，
Enjoy your life because there isn't second chance
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Understood, Think Through. Life goes on.
在一個人的一生中，他會遇到許多不同的人。
那些他喜歡的人，那些他討厭的人。
那些喜歡他的人，那些討厭他的人。
那些他深愛的人，那些他痛恨的人。
那些深愛他的人，那些痛恨他的人。
那些曾幫他的人，那些曾害他的人。
那些了解他的人，那些理解他的人。
那些保護他的人，和他要保護的人。
不同的人會因時間流逝而漸漸地離開你，跟你失去聯絡，等等。
我們要珍惜當今身旁的朋友們，家人們，和現在所擁有的一切。
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜。
以上是十八年的人生，而這些是十八年內所遇到的人。
畢竟人生這條路還長，接下來會遇到什麼樣的人無人知曉。
而也是因為這個原因我才一直走下去，期待著每一天的到來。
那些他喜歡的人，那些他討厭的人。
那些喜歡他的人，那些討厭他的人。
那些他深愛的人，那些他痛恨的人。
那些深愛他的人，那些痛恨他的人。
那些曾幫他的人，那些曾害他的人。
那些了解他的人，那些理解他的人。
那些保護他的人，和他要保護的人。
不同的人會因時間流逝而漸漸地離開你，跟你失去聯絡，等等。
我們要珍惜當今身旁的朋友們，家人們，和現在所擁有的一切。
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜。
以上是十八年的人生，而這些是十八年內所遇到的人。
畢竟人生這條路還長，接下來會遇到什麼樣的人無人知曉。
而也是因為這個原因我才一直走下去，期待著每一天的到來。
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Friday, December 3, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Perhaps, This is it...
This is not the end, nor the beginning.
Just a voice like a riot, rocking every revision.
But if you listen to the tone, and the violet rhythm.
Though the words might sound steady, something empty's within 'em.
Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had the strength to stand.
This is not what I had planned.
It's out of my control.
Thoughts we're spinning in my head.
So many things were left unsaid.
It's hard to let you go...
Sitting in an empty room, trying to forget the past.
This was never meant to last, I wish it wasn't so...
I know what it takes to move on, I know how it feels to lie.
All I wanna do, is to trade this life for something new.
Holding on to what I haven't got.
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong.
And I don't even know what kind of things I've said.
My mouth kept moving while my mind went dead
So picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending is to start again.
I will be fine. So don't worry about me.
♥23/06/06-12/09/10♥ R.I.P
Cheers Mate!!
Just a voice like a riot, rocking every revision.
But if you listen to the tone, and the violet rhythm.
Though the words might sound steady, something empty's within 'em.
Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had the strength to stand.
This is not what I had planned.
It's out of my control.
Thoughts we're spinning in my head.
So many things were left unsaid.
It's hard to let you go...
Sitting in an empty room, trying to forget the past.
This was never meant to last, I wish it wasn't so...
I know what it takes to move on, I know how it feels to lie.
All I wanna do, is to trade this life for something new.
Holding on to what I haven't got.
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong.
And I don't even know what kind of things I've said.
My mouth kept moving while my mind went dead
So picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending is to start again.
I will be fine. So don't worry about me.
♥23/06/06-12/09/10♥ R.I.P
Cheers Mate!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Sometimes there's only 1 Chance.
Just like making popcorn. Once fail means failed.
You can't put it in a microwave and heat it up again.
No matter how many times you retries, it all end up with overcooked popcorn.
Same things goes to Life. Take the chance well, do it right, leave no regrets behind.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Tired...
I'm really tired, both mentally & physically.
And August and September has been enlist into the months I hate. Because real shits happens during this months.
Luckily the celebration of birthday brightens up the atmosphere by a bit. Had 2 celebrations, one with friends, and one with family. And I fcuking hope that my 3rd birthday wish comes true...
Played my last piece of melody on the piano before selling it away~ Hope it will be treated better by the new owner.
Thanks to those who send wishes on my birthday, through e-mails, sms-es, calls, or verbal. I really appreciate it.
Sometimes, best friends are the worst enemies. Because they knew what and when you're being vulnerable to.
I tried to keep it together, but guess sometimes we need time to cool down.
Please don't worry about me, I'm fine. I will smile :] More :D
And August and September has been enlist into the months I hate. Because real shits happens during this months.
Luckily the celebration of birthday brightens up the atmosphere by a bit. Had 2 celebrations, one with friends, and one with family. And I fcuking hope that my 3rd birthday wish comes true...
Played my last piece of melody on the piano before selling it away~ Hope it will be treated better by the new owner.
Thanks to those who send wishes on my birthday, through e-mails, sms-es, calls, or verbal. I really appreciate it.
Sometimes, best friends are the worst enemies. Because they knew what and when you're being vulnerable to.
I tried to keep it together, but guess sometimes we need time to cool down.
Please don't worry about me, I'm fine. I will smile :] More :D
Monday, September 13, 2010
容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
難道已經沒有別的選擇?只能乖乖的束手就策?
難過的是我們做了選擇，是對是錯是誰也沒把握
如果要我放手才能獲得，為何在我心中，有一點點的捨不得
看著你要走，還裝著笑容
如果現在開口，如何挽留?
想必，感情這條線，注定只能這麼遠。。。
真的不敢相信已經來到終點，我們之間不可能再回到從前
不要傻傻的畫著幸福線 。。。感情這條線，注定無法延長一點
你已不在，而我何時才清醒
相信一切都是命吧。。。不曾放棄你，我不會說什麼
默默的承受，等待你回頭的那一天。
又不是沒等過~~
難過的是我們做了選擇，是對是錯是誰也沒把握
如果要我放手才能獲得，為何在我心中，有一點點的捨不得
看著你要走，還裝著笑容
如果現在開口，如何挽留?
想必，感情這條線，注定只能這麼遠。。。
真的不敢相信已經來到終點，我們之間不可能再回到從前
不要傻傻的畫著幸福線 。。。感情這條線，注定無法延長一點
你已不在，而我何時才清醒
相信一切都是命吧。。。不曾放棄你，我不會說什麼
默默的承受，等待你回頭的那一天。
又不是沒等過~~
Monday, September 6, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
I ain't God
Why do people always wanted perfect performance from me?
Wanting me to be around 24/7, doing the right things, making no mistakes. Who am I ?
I needs to rest too, ain't Mr. Perfect, and who don't make mistake ? Even computer does.
Even GOD needs to rest, that why he created Sunday. What's more, I ain't even GOD, so I need more rest than he does.
And, what could a message prove? An affair ? It is just for fun, it is your mind that is making it looks so complicated.
Come'on use some common sense. From the looks and my anti-social personality, who would like me ?
Probably, only you ? Stop making assumptions. Please. I've no more energy left for quarrels.
Wanting me to be around 24/7, doing the right things, making no mistakes. Who am I ?
I needs to rest too, ain't Mr. Perfect, and who don't make mistake ? Even computer does.
Even GOD needs to rest, that why he created Sunday. What's more, I ain't even GOD, so I need more rest than he does.
And, what could a message prove? An affair ? It is just for fun, it is your mind that is making it looks so complicated.
Come'on use some common sense. From the looks and my anti-social personality, who would like me ?
Probably, only you ? Stop making assumptions. Please. I've no more energy left for quarrels.
Friday, August 27, 2010
TOFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Had been always busy since holiday starts. Juggles work & studies & lifestyle, it is harder than I have expected.
Went to a Japanese Restaurant that sells nothing but only TOFU! It is located in Orchard area... unable to remember which building, as it had been a week since I been there.
It is sort of a family meeting of both family instead of family dinner. Parents of us talk non-stop, asking so much irrelevant questions. I feels like saying "Just Tuck-In will'ya ?".
The food is sooooooooooo NICE :) and well-decorated by the chefs. Unbearable to eat it up :]
Sadly, the restaurant doesn't provide rice, if not it would be a Perfect combination of rice and miso soup.
Here's some picture taken :)
Here's the Food :)
How I wish they sell Smelly Tofu, but it was impossible to sell it @ a Japanese Restaurant :(
Well, although the day ends with a quarrel that is started by myself, it was still a memorable day...
Let's don't talk about unhappy incidents, and I'm sorry :D
Went to a Japanese Restaurant that sells nothing but only TOFU! It is located in Orchard area... unable to remember which building, as it had been a week since I been there.
It is sort of a family meeting of both family instead of family dinner. Parents of us talk non-stop, asking so much irrelevant questions. I feels like saying "Just Tuck-In will'ya ?".
The food is sooooooooooo NICE :) and well-decorated by the chefs. Unbearable to eat it up :]
Sadly, the restaurant doesn't provide rice, if not it would be a Perfect combination of rice and miso soup.
Here's some picture taken :)
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| So cute isn't it ? Sells TOFU in the design of Robot :) |
How I wish they sell Smelly Tofu, but it was impossible to sell it @ a Japanese Restaurant :(
Well, although the day ends with a quarrel that is started by myself, it was still a memorable day...
Let's don't talk about unhappy incidents, and I'm sorry :D
Saturday, August 21, 2010
I wish there is 72hours per day...
Recently, I had been very busy with StarCraft II reviews.
I had to do one review for each and every single map in StarCraft II. Sadly, I didn't read the contract probably.
Resulted in such a tiring amount of work received from Blizzard Entertainment™.
Seriously, there is like 120 pre-installed maps in StarCraft II, which means I had to write about 120++ reviews ?
Which mostly likely to cost me bloody hell lots of time to think, analysis, and write on the reviews.
It has been 2 weeks of my holiday, I had spent each and everyday doing on this STUPID reviews. By doing this, I had not enough time either to revise my work or to company my family.
So I seriously wish to have 72hours each day.
-24Hours for Studies
-24Hours for Work
-24Hours for Family & Love ones & Friends
That's all I ever asked for.
Last but not least, to people out there.
Read your Contract before you sign them. Else risked unfair treatment.
I had to do one review for each and every single map in StarCraft II. Sadly, I didn't read the contract probably.
Resulted in such a tiring amount of work received from Blizzard Entertainment™.
Seriously, there is like 120 pre-installed maps in StarCraft II, which means I had to write about 120++ reviews ?
Which mostly likely to cost me bloody hell lots of time to think, analysis, and write on the reviews.
It has been 2 weeks of my holiday, I had spent each and everyday doing on this STUPID reviews. By doing this, I had not enough time either to revise my work or to company my family.
So I seriously wish to have 72hours each day.
-24Hours for Studies
-24Hours for Work
-24Hours for Family & Love ones & Friends
That's all I ever asked for.
Last but not least, to people out there.
Read your Contract before you sign them. Else risked unfair treatment.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
A meaningful day, but it is all wasted...
Today is 七夕, spend the whole day slacking at home...
I had it planned, but seems that it just didn't work out my way D: was suppose to go out, but ended the other way round. At least I tried, so leave no regrets behind :)
Cold War is simply a childish act, which is performed by an immature person. What's the point of not talking to each other ??
It just makes things worst... Although we are just one room away, but why are we talking via msn & sms-es ? Oh ... it is not talking, to be precise, it is messaging. I'm really getting sick and tired of your childishness and all those little actions behind the back... It has been almost 4 years, can't you simply just grow up?! Be a more mature person, that's all I would ever asked for.
And lastly,
We're all made up of many sides; few are privileged to see all :)
I had it planned, but seems that it just didn't work out my way D: was suppose to go out, but ended the other way round. At least I tried, so leave no regrets behind :)
Cold War is simply a childish act, which is performed by an immature person. What's the point of not talking to each other ??
It just makes things worst... Although we are just one room away, but why are we talking via msn & sms-es ? Oh ... it is not talking, to be precise, it is messaging. I'm really getting sick and tired of your childishness and all those little actions behind the back... It has been almost 4 years, can't you simply just grow up?! Be a more mature person, that's all I would ever asked for.
And lastly,
We're all made up of many sides; few are privileged to see all :)
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
My DotA Journey
Yeah... I'm back. Actually nothing much to write about this few days...
Recently, just play back DotA as I needed some replays for the up-coming videos. Almost 4 years since I played DotA. 1 year of feeding 3 years of owning. Lots of players that I would like to show my gratitude to, as they have guide me through this years.
By Order:
-- vAmp.Remilia -- The one who patiently guides me when I'm a beginner, hosting @ West Coast CC, providing me with a game to join. He never doubt my ability, never get angry when I do the wrong things. Although we never met each other before, but from how he treats people, I knew he was a Nice Guy to be with. It has been 2years since we last played together, wondering how have you been, regretted that I didn't took your contact number T_T
-- AnGeLSouLz -- One of the guys that have played with me in different games, from vAmpirism to TDs to BattleShips & BattleTanks, and not forgetting DotA. I used to play @ Prinsep Street's HeadQuarter for about 2~3years. Then he introduce to me a cheaper LAN-Shop in Parklane Shopping Mall. Met him 5~6 times, really a friendly guy, who always wanted to treat me eat, and always got rejected :) It has been 2years since we played together. Also another guy that I have regretted that I never took down his number.
-- OmG.ShawN -- One of the oldest friend I had ever had till now... about 3years. And one of the person who had made a great impact on my DotA Journey. We played from BNet to Garena. Winning & Losing, Laughing & Scolding. Even now, we still occasionally played together. His skill keeps improving while mine just doesn't stop dropping... Oh ! I didn't take down his number too ! But it is Okay :) He is in the same school as me anyway ~~
And there are other players who I appreciate too... Not in Order :
-- buttermilkshake -- A-Zone -- vAmp.Cookies -- vAmp-ICE -- Tdrx -- k3.AngryBear -- GoM.kOpI_kIa -- k3.LingLing -- k3.DevilGoD -- Glacierius -- Fusion -- Baby-Angel -- Jonckr -- Maxataclic -- Marsher -- lance28 -- MashedPotato -- iPotato -- iRybena -- Miss_Foxy -- XinChing -- smallduck --rinibudaitao -- iamnoob1234 -- 99tomi -- KnightZ -- babyvamp -- evil.rose --LibrA.cAi -- dd.lUst -- G0H)CumOnMeSG -- RegularHoster -- WeLikeTo[Surf] -- eH.Kia -- Star.Kia -- Pai.Kia -- DotAnoo13 -- DotAnooi3 -- DotAnool3 -- and Other Garena & BNet players who I might have not mention. Thank You. Appreciated.
Almost 4years of DotA Journey, rest 2months, everything went back to the 1st day.
Recently, just play back DotA as I needed some replays for the up-coming videos. Almost 4 years since I played DotA. 1 year of feeding 3 years of owning. Lots of players that I would like to show my gratitude to, as they have guide me through this years.
By Order:
-- vAmp.Remilia -- The one who patiently guides me when I'm a beginner, hosting @ West Coast CC, providing me with a game to join. He never doubt my ability, never get angry when I do the wrong things. Although we never met each other before, but from how he treats people, I knew he was a Nice Guy to be with. It has been 2years since we last played together, wondering how have you been, regretted that I didn't took your contact number T_T
-- AnGeLSouLz -- One of the guys that have played with me in different games, from vAmpirism to TDs to BattleShips & BattleTanks, and not forgetting DotA. I used to play @ Prinsep Street's HeadQuarter for about 2~3years. Then he introduce to me a cheaper LAN-Shop in Parklane Shopping Mall. Met him 5~6 times, really a friendly guy, who always wanted to treat me eat, and always got rejected :) It has been 2years since we played together. Also another guy that I have regretted that I never took down his number.
-- OmG.ShawN -- One of the oldest friend I had ever had till now... about 3years. And one of the person who had made a great impact on my DotA Journey. We played from BNet to Garena. Winning & Losing, Laughing & Scolding. Even now, we still occasionally played together. His skill keeps improving while mine just doesn't stop dropping... Oh ! I didn't take down his number too ! But it is Okay :) He is in the same school as me anyway ~~
And there are other players who I appreciate too... Not in Order :
-- buttermilkshake -- A-Zone -- vAmp.Cookies -- vAmp-ICE -- Tdrx -- k3.AngryBear -- GoM.kOpI_kIa -- k3.LingLing -- k3.DevilGoD -- Glacierius -- Fusion -- Baby-Angel -- Jonckr -- Maxataclic -- Marsher -- lance28 -- MashedPotato -- iPotato -- iRybena -- Miss_Foxy -- XinChing -- smallduck --rinibudaitao -- iamnoob1234 -- 99tomi -- KnightZ -- babyvamp -- evil.rose --LibrA.cAi -- dd.lUst -- G0H)CumOnMeSG -- RegularHoster -- WeLikeTo[Surf] -- eH.Kia -- Star.Kia -- Pai.Kia -- DotAnoo13 -- DotAnooi3 -- DotAnool3 -- and Other Garena & BNet players who I might have not mention. Thank You. Appreciated.
Almost 4years of DotA Journey, rest 2months, everything went back to the 1st day.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Your sweetness is My greatest weakness.
Well, school ends at 10am today :) Because there isn't S&W lesson, and LPD lesson was canceled due to the teacher's incident with her face :(
So bored being at home alone T_T Wanted to make a DotA video, but the amount of replays that I had is too little... editing here and there... add some effects & subtitles... And yet it is still only 2minutes++ TOTALLY GAVE UP ALREADY !!
Went to eat @ City Square Mall, and had lunch with Pi :) And my hands are not Cold lor ~ is your hands too warm -_-ll
A Good Day always ends with a Good cup of Tea :)
Sleepy :)
So bored being at home alone T_T Wanted to make a DotA video, but the amount of replays that I had is too little... editing here and there... add some effects & subtitles... And yet it is still only 2minutes++ TOTALLY GAVE UP ALREADY !!
Went to eat @ City Square Mall, and had lunch with Pi :) And my hands are not Cold lor ~ is your hands too warm -_-ll
A Good Day always ends with a Good cup of Tea :)
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在人前總是傻傻的笑,,在人後就是一張悲哀的臉...快要變成雙面人了..
笑,,,是為了掩飾自己的悲傷和脆弱...因為這個世界容不下脆弱的人...
笑,,,是為了怕自己的朋友家人憺心....所以我們要強顏歡笑讓他們安心...
笑,,,是為了合群,,,當一群朋友在歡天喜地,,你的悲傷會讓人排斥和掃興...
所以,,我們的確沒有選擇的權利...
人生真是叫人無奈呀....